"the youth of out school"

What is out-of-school youth?

Out-of-school youth is a group of young people who are not able to go to school
and content themselves just by having sticking in some places they neither want nor used to.



Is out-of-school youth a problem?
Well, in any case, they are ....
but this problem might not really given favorable attention because
we are too busy focusing on the outcome issues than its causes.



Now, are you still confused why i consider them a problem?
Just think of a community trouble or disturbance..
Aren't they the ones responsible for that, are they?

Anyway, I practically consider them as a problem because they are a
community responsibility and aside from that , they are abruptly rendering in our different communities now a days.






these photos are taken based in the actual circumstance:

taken by: Dylan Najera date: August 04, 2010/ wednesday venue: Saavedra, Catalunan Grande, Davao City

less trust, care more - perfect love?

TRUST is one of the things that easy to lost but so hard to build-up. Losing this maybe result to many possibilities: more oftentimes, ruined one's relationship to others.

Just like in FRIENDSHIP, sensitivity of words is somehow a MUST to make it work.

In a RELATIONSHIP, i just find out that if love is neutral, CARE and TRUST must be the equalizers for one of each works it affects the worthiness of love.

In my own view of points, in order to achieve perfect love, one should know how to give much CARE rather than giving a person an all-out TRUST you can because it hurts more to know that you might lost all your pride because of trusting too much....

something in common

Meeting new people along the way was always been an unsurprised scenario for me. Some could really make you stick in an instant but unexpectedly, only few could stay the way you used to know them since the time you have considered each other as friends, and that could somehow explains REAL FRIENDS.

FRIENDS can be measured through having each one another comfortable whenever and wherever you would be - to some, it's only the companionship that matters but REAL FRIENDS count through the test of time - on how you cherish happiest moments together and of how you get through those worst times you've been together. It's the period of time that matters.

You could just have as many as FRIENDS as you can but not the real ones who could give you the companionship incomparably true. Well, I've met a friend who have pulled the trigger and made my mind cleared from few of the questions left unsaid before. He then became one of my new found friends in the campus whom i treasured most and considered real by nature.

So, the most surprising thing happened once we have come to know each other better one time in our class subject. I was then staring at this person and just wondering if I had met this guy already. As a moment breaker, I've started to approach him by saying "you seem familiar, have we met before?" Then, he answered me with a very nice smile anyone could ever notice and just replied in a casual manner by saying "maybe but I guess it is because we both came from the same college before" . That was enlightened my hidden speculations and came up with an expression of "Ah! I see!" (i was consciously referring it to IC stands for Institute of Computing).....I thought to myself.

Days passed by. Many things had happened. We became I never thought we could be and opened up some things that made us both shocked and known of something confidential. "What?!" we both said and laughed so hard that almost rendered the entire classroom capturing some of our busy classmates' attentions making them intimidated by the noise we were making. "Who could have known this?!" I just thought and he said "Now, I know!". We both laughed and continued chatting.

Right then, we promised to keep to ourselves the things that we have talked and laughed for we have already fed our thirsty minds and learned that even though how small secret anyone has - it should be respected. As well as, the secret that our common friend has.

got some japayuki gurl

her name is Sheryl Abergas
20 years of age
5'2' japayuki gurl
chubby but sexy..



my first impression on her was
she wasn't
easy to be with...

but as far as i know her, I've realize that
she wasn't really the one i was thinking of..
besides, she was very frank and talkative..

as much as i do....lol


she was different in her ways
for she wasn't fond of going along with some
typical girls in the campus
and she usually preferred
technically, of having herself off them all..

she was rushing things as i noticed
and sometimes, used to act in a guy manner
whereas i thought of her as a lesbian
once
i observed her actions before..
what??!
no, i was just kidding!

she wasn't one..
she's really not what everybody are talking about..

and she sometimes
giggles, especially when we are talking about her
campus' crushes..hmm..

yeah, really!
i bet you would also like
her the way i consider her..
she's friendly either..

but, i just wanna say
just be ware and watch your words.!
cause she might put words into your mouth
lol..

i bet she's cool!

the moment i have to choose one...

they're both significants to me..

and i don't expect that i would come up to this part

that i have to choose only one...

otherwise, of sacrificing the other one...

it's too soon...

it's really hard to decide which/whom to choose with..

the other one is relying for the future assurance and the other one

insisting for true happiness..

both taking important roles just to make feel complete and

human....

how could i get through this?

i cant decide now...

haiz'

wish i could comfort a busy friend...

No matter how busy I will make time for it

hope you would appreciate....

I will take your hand and comfort you everywhere...

wish you would allow me to do so..

With you my most favorite things I’ll share,

because you really worth it..

If you can accept me as I do you,

then I will know you are really a friend to me..

hope u wouldn't change..

coz i cant afford to slip much further from u..

it would make my life sucks....

>>thought:

sometimes, i admit that i favorably prioritizing companionship

than anything else...

i maybe set aside things that are more important and was needed serious attention..

but besides, i really want to make anyone feel comfortable

in times when I'm intimate with them....

sounds selfish but i just hope it could somehow help

them to be happy even in a little cause it would also make me feel alright every time...

looking for somewhere to stick with...

i am looking for a great pastime this weekend..

what would that be?...hmm...

i just want to escape pressures...

i want to relax somehow..

hope i could find one..

temptation comes when least expected...

i just want to resist it..

but the more i tried to stay away from it...

the more it keeps on insisting......

maybe I'll do some sublimation

just to get over it..

lol..

hard, isn't it?...

hmmm..

something that could explain being me....

i have bought a new one

it's plain and simple..

but i find it cute....(colorless)

now, i could definitely say that i am a blogger!

and i am proud to be one...

lol.....

i got a cute one....

his name is potpot....
he loves to play with me when I'm at home..

sometimes, i used to sleep next to him at night
although it's not really a good idea...
because he might put a mess on my bed but
i don't bother anyway...

I'm still love doing it again and again...
he's so cute! hmm.....

slipping further from the old ones...

it was really nice to know those persons you thought you could never get along with..
but i just did..!

and i was slightly impressed of the way they treated me...

feels like we have known each one another for a long time..

it's so accommodating ....the presence, the humor was always there.....those really counts!

i somehow enjoyed their company..

hope i could have another day with them..

i hope so...


know who are they?

a feeling that i couldn't dare to hide...

i've finally found the right person for me
i don't really care on how and why this thing suddenly
occur

i just only take this no wrong
i know his different from others for he wasn't used to say
things but he had just did it..

he was determined to do it.
he's very straight from his words and not only arguing with me
but it also gives me the idea how to make things right.....

he's not only a lover, a friend, a companion, a brother, no longer a trustee but
a mentor to obey of...

i love him so much because he's always giving me
the reason why i should really have to..

i'm barely comfortable everytime we get together
i feel so relief and totally being me....

that's what he treated me..
be vocal and of being not afraid to do things on my way
....

always thinks positive
and be more satisfied on the things i've got(being proud of it)..
either it's small or big...

i know him in and out- of all the good and bad sides he got..
he never lied to me...
he was being so frank and real
for those things he likes and he dislikes...

and one thing that i could absolutely be proud of
is of making me he's first priority above all...

- about not making me wait everytime we met
- putting his attention straightly and comfortly just for me
- sacrificing job affairs just to be with me
- making me laugh when i'm sad
- giving advices that i really needed most
- explaning things that i've never understood yet..
- and of giving me the love unconditionally ...

so tell me, how could i pretend to be someone that has no passion of doing my thing as a partner to him?
how could i start lying when i know that there's someone who's faithful and willing to wait and fulfill my emptiness as a person?
how could i be complete without him?

you can't pretty blame me on acting this way
because there's someone there opens not only my eyes but my heart
and teaching me how to love purely and satisfyingly true..

thanks for coming into my life!
i love you so much dennis!

and i will not stop loving you as long as i am able to do so...
mwaaaahhh baby quo

i really can't forget it....

i've just woke up with a beautiful smile in my face
and finally found myself lying in bed
with the person i really admire the most...

i just can't still believe that time would come for us to feel
each other's pressence more intimately..

feels like we are a new wed couple..,
it's really true that sleeping next to the person you
love would have been so uneasy or feels like you are really
having an insomnia as what the song says..
hmmm..
because i definitely couldn't sleep at night
...i mean, the whole night....

many thoughts kept my mind alive and so alert
expecting those things to happen
and it did happened!

somehow, i don't have regrets
but maybe i can do better the next time..

I fall to someone with a wrong identity

it's so funny to say, but yes!
well, that's the way I recognized it. Feels like his so real when it
comes to his presence. Anyway, masculinity doesn't prove it well at all.
Maybe he was too wise that he knew how to hide it...

Of course, anybody will do the same. Same feelings occur once you would
come to know him better. You would say that "it's pleasing me secretly".
But I have to restrain myself anyway, for I know that this thing doesn't have
it's slot to render...

Poor I am! I'm just hoping that he would be a bad one so that I wouldn't be
devastated over losing him..

I can fake myself acting like a real friend to lean on. But I might sure as hell
to deny that I'm not falling for him. It's a normal reaction either, but I'll
get used of it once I can find my passion to captivate it.
I f there's another way I can resist this I would go to have it.
But, once your heart ruled your mind, ....
it has nothing to do with it..feels like you've been choking your own neck.

If the only constant in this world is change. I would rather have changed just to
avoid myself being constant to everyone.....or worse to someone else..
that would make things complicated if ever!

I'm that effective, for I can easily have them do.....in the way that I can probably
make them comfortable to stay along with my undying presence. It's so
accommodating!

However, I should have let circumstances flow naturally and care to think of what
may come in a usual way. Strategy perhaps...
That's my expertised!

If the circumstances had been lighter, I would easily fall to someone even with
a wrong identity......

i get so wet

I'm losing time to make pleasure out of myself. I don't mind of every guy does to make oneself happy in a manual way. Well, you know what I mean....
Besides, I don't have to name it!
It inly happens once or it can be more than that. In my case, I'm letting it flow in a natural way where in truth I couldn't find any satisfaction right away I worked just to have it.

I can say that it's not my passion cause you must able to enjoy it in order to have self-pleasure.
I admit, I'm bound nor suppose to experience it either.....but its just that I can't take the guilt inside me...
However, I'm only thinking of self-respect for I have been touched by my ego....
A huge ego, which I love the most!

I'm not saying that I really hate this thing, having "W_T D_EA_" but its just that I can't enjoy it yet as what as other guys do....

my greatest weakness

"Yourself is your greatest enemy" although it doesn't mean a thing but we could practically say that it's undeniably refers to "conscience", more particularly. Anyway, I consider myself as my greatest enemy because of the fact that haunting is always in its way, no escape. Well, I have trusted many people out there before for they mean a lot to me. More than you know......more than they thought .......
I know from the very start that its hard to some to trust people they've met in a short time. But for me, it comes from instinct. It's the matter of being comfortable to each other whoever that person would be....
I trust few not minding if they're really worth it. I was being so rude since then until now...not only for the reason that maybe I just can't stand a man's touch but for the reality of being clumsy in everything I do....I diot!, I always asked myself regarding this matter, and of being blessed myself, to have it....what an unlucky one!

I know this could be a hint, it could be a lesson however, I would still love to trust someone who's not even my bestfriend. Well, it only explains being me. I'd rather love this gift than making someone's fool of himself. I can't stand that!

something happened at the C.R.

If u don't want to hear my side of this story, you can just close this page. But I guess, you don't have to cause I know you are willing to take a ride through this memorable moment I got...I hope so....

This time, I'm not doing quite as well as you thought. I've just get in touched with him by his stuff.
Just figure this out!

As I did gone to the comfort room one afternoon. I just felt so unusual. But that's beside the point. I always gone there to pamper myself before going straight to the classroom. I just felt so uneasy by that time. Regardlessly, I decided to continue along the way in. There was nobody there, I was alone. For instance, once I reached my place to spits these all out. I've heard a gentle noise inside the room. Slowly rendering the whole place but as careful as it was. I just don't mind it either....

As I walked outside the cubicle and was leading along in the front of the mirror to fix myself. I took a glance in an instant. I saw two guys....
They were tall and seemed familiar. I took a part to stand beside them. That's the time I found out. I know this guys!
Well, I saw them sharing powder putting it in their faces sensually. So, I got my bag and look for one. But I haven't brought one. I know, they think that I don't have one for they offered me some. Ashamedly, I don't have any idea but not to refuse his offer.
He's my crush!
Then, few minutes after they left that's the time I tried to step my feet leading to our classroom. I was so happy then for that instance have given me the chance to get closer to the man I definitely adore.....

unwelcomed scenario

Have you ever had hard times? I mean, have you tried to get engage with those instances where you could stand being unlucky. Or it might be worse than that where you could lost something important to you. Take note, not just once but twice....
Well, it really matters at all!

What's really concern about it is that you wouldn't be the one done it. It caused by other's desire....just to make it clear.....
I don't even know how to react but to blame myself is the only thing I probably got....
Idiot I am....

This is my story about losing something special...

There were times when you just felt so happy. I couldn't explain then how happy I was that time. I don't even think of sorrow but unintentionally, it's always finding ways to pave someone's precious moment.

I couldn't even imagine how it happened. I don't really expect that evil thing to exist. Well, that's life! If something has come it corresponds the truth that something has to leave....It's always put it in that way....

As a matter of fact, they were anticipating for something to get. Thiefs are always around us. They get along with us, they interact not minding what's really their purpose. And then what?
Although we, are also giving them hints just to play their damn games.
They really have us do!
Who knows? It would involve you, they, a million of people out there, who else?

All of us, are working, we should work to gain our needs, oops! our personal needs more specifically, but how come? There were many options aside from it ...
There's a lot!
I had lost my cellphone, and now my ipod which is the only stuff left to me and of which I co could be proud of since the moment I lost my cellphone, I have worked to have it. I've worked in order to have it...
It has been my companion, my entertainer, my secrets keeper from worthwhile to naughty files ...etc...
It used to be my bestfriend for everyday I used to go with it. Then, what else? What's next?

However, I can't take losing someone aside from my stuffs - my love ones.
I don't think so, what I could lost next....
i know him, he's only a child, he's young and he's doing evil works...
My God!
I can remember his face, his innocent face, I can't take it off my mind, it's always haunting me. My desire, my courage, nothing but to bring my stuff back to me....
No matter what will happen ...I still have the courage since I have come to engage idiotness!

Damn it!

I just can't control myself now, my anger slowly taking me over this time. It's only a stuff!
A damn poor old stuff of mine but it means more to me than anyone could. I know they do, but unlike me I'm different from who they are. I even treasured it a lot.
It's part of my daily routines .... and I used to live with it...
It's part of me....
It's part of my life!
That's why I'm so angry now...I can't even stand to tell this to others cause they might laugh at me. Well, only few can understand.

I want it back! I just can't stay any longer as this....
Damn that child! He would be punished by God..
I hope so....

Above all this, I am happy for I have found out something I can perfectly keep for a lifetime.......

true gossip

I expect nothing but just a simple conversation. Keeping those in our minds considering it as a great pastime we used to do is the only option I'm always standing for.

For just how many consecutive days, nights we communicate, I've just felt alright every time. He would really take away those bad aura in me making me jolly and be myself wherever I am be.

I know he also cares...
I can feel it..

Here it is....

Unexpectedly, I have heard of something really touched me which aroused my dearest perception for him. I didn't expect those to find out but his classmate said it all...

For the sake, this person doesn't really know how to keep secret!
He was just being open to everything happened in his life. Although in public, it matters for sure!

I have found out that all we were talking about in and out the chatroom was tended to be known by everyone out there...
My body was turning to ice cold once I've heard those revelations..
I was just so ashamed of myself then....I don't even know how to find secluded corner just to hide and keep away from the anticipation that he might say more about me.....

Besides, I let him continue his story quite not minding what he will going to say next. Then, I asked her if those perceptions were positives or negatives. i don't have any idea but to wait for his reply. His next words really moved me in my place...

However, I was so thankful for I haven't hear negative impressions from that stranger..
Chilled feelings slowly fading away. I was so calmed by that time. Thanks for the stranger for ahe had brought me heavenly informations really made my day counts......