unwelcomed scenario

Have you ever had hard times? I mean, have you tried to get engage with those instances where you could stand being unlucky. Or it might be worse than that where you could lost something important to you. Take note, not just once but twice....
Well, it really matters at all!

What's really concern about it is that you wouldn't be the one done it. It caused by other's desire....just to make it clear.....
I don't even know how to react but to blame myself is the only thing I probably got....
Idiot I am....

This is my story about losing something special...

There were times when you just felt so happy. I couldn't explain then how happy I was that time. I don't even think of sorrow but unintentionally, it's always finding ways to pave someone's precious moment.

I couldn't even imagine how it happened. I don't really expect that evil thing to exist. Well, that's life! If something has come it corresponds the truth that something has to leave....It's always put it in that way....

As a matter of fact, they were anticipating for something to get. Thiefs are always around us. They get along with us, they interact not minding what's really their purpose. And then what?
Although we, are also giving them hints just to play their damn games.
They really have us do!
Who knows? It would involve you, they, a million of people out there, who else?

All of us, are working, we should work to gain our needs, oops! our personal needs more specifically, but how come? There were many options aside from it ...
There's a lot!
I had lost my cellphone, and now my ipod which is the only stuff left to me and of which I co could be proud of since the moment I lost my cellphone, I have worked to have it. I've worked in order to have it...
It has been my companion, my entertainer, my secrets keeper from worthwhile to naughty files ...etc...
It used to be my bestfriend for everyday I used to go with it. Then, what else? What's next?

However, I can't take losing someone aside from my stuffs - my love ones.
I don't think so, what I could lost next....
i know him, he's only a child, he's young and he's doing evil works...
My God!
I can remember his face, his innocent face, I can't take it off my mind, it's always haunting me. My desire, my courage, nothing but to bring my stuff back to me....
No matter what will happen ...I still have the courage since I have come to engage idiotness!

Damn it!

I just can't control myself now, my anger slowly taking me over this time. It's only a stuff!
A damn poor old stuff of mine but it means more to me than anyone could. I know they do, but unlike me I'm different from who they are. I even treasured it a lot.
It's part of my daily routines .... and I used to live with it...
It's part of me....
It's part of my life!
That's why I'm so angry now...I can't even stand to tell this to others cause they might laugh at me. Well, only few can understand.

I want it back! I just can't stay any longer as this....
Damn that child! He would be punished by God..
I hope so....

Above all this, I am happy for I have found out something I can perfectly keep for a lifetime.......