i get so wet

I'm losing time to make pleasure out of myself. I don't mind of every guy does to make oneself happy in a manual way. Well, you know what I mean....
Besides, I don't have to name it!
It inly happens once or it can be more than that. In my case, I'm letting it flow in a natural way where in truth I couldn't find any satisfaction right away I worked just to have it.

I can say that it's not my passion cause you must able to enjoy it in order to have self-pleasure.
I admit, I'm bound nor suppose to experience it either.....but its just that I can't take the guilt inside me...
However, I'm only thinking of self-respect for I have been touched by my ego....
A huge ego, which I love the most!

I'm not saying that I really hate this thing, having "W_T D_EA_" but its just that I can't enjoy it yet as what as other guys do....