something i cannot be proud of

i know i have doubts, i have fears and i have insecurities.

i have many problems as they always go on my way. i have something that nobody can possess

and on the contrary, i am lack of those everyone can.

i know, to others, 'm unique because i can do better especially

in the field of making someone happy through laughing.....

yes! it is that easy for me, maybe of because that's one of my expertise....

to entertain and to open-up unto others.

but i can't deny that maybe there are some people cannot appreciate

or cannot understand the way i express myself to others.

and i know that, I practically knew that!........

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