looking for somewhere to stick with...

i am looking for a great pastime this weekend..

what would that be?...hmm...

i just want to escape pressures...

i want to relax somehow..

hope i could find one..

temptation comes when least expected...

i just want to resist it..

but the more i tried to stay away from it...

the more it keeps on insisting......

maybe I'll do some sublimation

just to get over it..

lol..

hard, isn't it?...

hmmm..

something that could explain being me....

i have bought a new one

it's plain and simple..

but i find it cute....(colorless)

now, i could definitely say that i am a blogger!

and i am proud to be one...

lol.....

i got a cute one....

his name is potpot....
he loves to play with me when I'm at home..

sometimes, i used to sleep next to him at night
although it's not really a good idea...
because he might put a mess on my bed but
i don't bother anyway...

I'm still love doing it again and again...
he's so cute! hmm.....

slipping further from the old ones...

it was really nice to know those persons you thought you could never get along with..
but i just did..!

and i was slightly impressed of the way they treated me...

feels like we have known each one another for a long time..

it's so accommodating ....the presence, the humor was always there.....those really counts!

i somehow enjoyed their company..

hope i could have another day with them..

i hope so...


know who are they?

a feeling that i couldn't dare to hide...

i've finally found the right person for me
i don't really care on how and why this thing suddenly
occur

i just only take this no wrong
i know his different from others for he wasn't used to say
things but he had just did it..

he was determined to do it.
he's very straight from his words and not only arguing with me
but it also gives me the idea how to make things right.....

he's not only a lover, a friend, a companion, a brother, no longer a trustee but
a mentor to obey of...

i love him so much because he's always giving me
the reason why i should really have to..

i'm barely comfortable everytime we get together
i feel so relief and totally being me....

that's what he treated me..
be vocal and of being not afraid to do things on my way
....

always thinks positive
and be more satisfied on the things i've got(being proud of it)..
either it's small or big...

i know him in and out- of all the good and bad sides he got..
he never lied to me...
he was being so frank and real
for those things he likes and he dislikes...

and one thing that i could absolutely be proud of
is of making me he's first priority above all...

- about not making me wait everytime we met
- putting his attention straightly and comfortly just for me
- sacrificing job affairs just to be with me
- making me laugh when i'm sad
- giving advices that i really needed most
- explaning things that i've never understood yet..
- and of giving me the love unconditionally ...

so tell me, how could i pretend to be someone that has no passion of doing my thing as a partner to him?
how could i start lying when i know that there's someone who's faithful and willing to wait and fulfill my emptiness as a person?
how could i be complete without him?

you can't pretty blame me on acting this way
because there's someone there opens not only my eyes but my heart
and teaching me how to love purely and satisfyingly true..

thanks for coming into my life!
i love you so much dennis!

and i will not stop loving you as long as i am able to do so...
mwaaaahhh baby quo

i really can't forget it....

i've just woke up with a beautiful smile in my face
and finally found myself lying in bed
with the person i really admire the most...

i just can't still believe that time would come for us to feel
each other's pressence more intimately..

feels like we are a new wed couple..,
it's really true that sleeping next to the person you
love would have been so uneasy or feels like you are really
having an insomnia as what the song says..
hmmm..
because i definitely couldn't sleep at night
...i mean, the whole night....

many thoughts kept my mind alive and so alert
expecting those things to happen
and it did happened!

somehow, i don't have regrets
but maybe i can do better the next time..